Pity party

I just want to throw myself a little pity party. We’ve really only been trying since August but I have a short cycle so I’ve had a few periods in that time.. I just feel like it’s never going to happen. With our son we went years without protection (not trying but not preventing) and I worry since it was years before we ended up with him it’s gonna be longer this time since we’re older etc. I’m just sad.

I feel happy for all those who get their bfp but I’m jealous.. I just want another baby. 😭😭😭