Body confusion!!

I feel so pregnant and now I’m having the same light-pink-so--faint-you-think-you’re-imagining-it discharge. Got it with my first pregnancy (I kept hoping it was my period lol so I thought I was imagining it, I had no idea implantation bleeding existed then, and I’m happy I ended up having my little one :) ). The only thing is... I had my period end three or four days ago. I had a positive test a few months (2ish) ago but then I started bleeding so I assumed it was a false positive or evap (I also had two negatives, I just thought they weren’t as sensitive). So you guys think I’m imagining it? Or have any of you moms had bleeding that resembled your period while pregnant and if so what can you tell me? I don’t have insurance so getting a blood test would be a hassle, I’d prefer your advice first.

I’ve also had alcohol adversities... I stopped drinking!! Which is not anywhere close to normal for me!! (Not that I’m an alcoholic lol but I love to imbibe)