I am now 7 days late no period no positive pregnancy test nothing I'm in limbo this sucks!

Me: oh I think since I have been using opks every month for 2 years I'll not test this month and just relax after 4 years I've had a normal menstrual cycle every month this shouldn't be anything just a relaxing time.... NOPE now I'm stressing and losing my mind and in 1 week I'm pretty sure I have spent at least $50 on pregnancy tests that keep telling me I'm broken!? UGH no one understands so I have no one but my husband to talk to and I'm pretty sure now I'm just annoying him all I do is freakin cry I just need my period to come back and I'll welcome it with open arms or a positive I'll be ever so grateful but my body needs to make a decision I don't like suprises and I'm certainly NOT patient after trying for 5 years and this is the first time EVER that I have been late more than 1 day and I'm losing my mind I need friends or something or someone who understands 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm tired an I wanna stop crying