I just broke up with what feels like the love of my life. I’m 17, so I know this is just something that happens. The thing is, it was long distance. He’s from France. I’ve learned french for him, his mom was beginning to learn English for me. We both still love eachother more than anything and we want to be friends. I lost my virginity to him, I feel so alone. I ended the relationship because the reality of me moving to France to live with him is just too difficult and we would both miss out on so much. The memories of being able to hold him while he would cry to me are what hurt the most. We were so vulnerable with eachother. I know my decision is for the best, but god it’s so unfair that it hurts this much. I just want the pain to stop.