Well the past week I've had migraines. Hated the tastes of my favorite foods. Had to pee nonstop. Nauseous. Tired. Well exactly 60 days ago I had a miscarriage after ttc for 6 months. I went into a deep depression. Felt like a failure when my fiance was so excited. He wanted to jump back into it but I felt horrible. Like it would happen again or I was trying to replace the baby. We only did the deed twice. Well that's all it took. My coworkers were joking today telling me I was pregnant. I panicked and ran home to take a test. 3 test, 3 positives. I'm terrified. Excited. Panicked. I told my fiance who is away for 3 months. I'm alone for 3 months. Every uncomfortable feeling I panic. I want to be excited but want to cry. I'm hoping and praying this is my rainbow baby. I went though all the tests and dr says I'm healthy to carry. And that the miscarriage was just a horrible thing. But omg I thought I'd be happy when this happens. But I'm terrified. Excited. But scared to death to get my hopes up. Please send prayers and baby dust. I'm desperate.