First time pregnancy & not doing good š
So Iām currently 7 weeks and 6 days pregnant with my first pregnancy. Iām 20 years old will be turning 21 in April. Iām from Jalisco Mexico but currently living in a small town in Texas. But thatās just some info to give you a little background of myself. Iāve lived most of my life here since I was 18 months old. Iāve lived here all my life. I couldnāt imagine living in another country. Now Iām devastated to hear that my long time boyfriend and father of my child has been put on hold by immigration. Yes my boyfriend committed a felony. He was pulled over by a officer and had illegal possession of a certain drug. Iām not sure how much he had or what exactly made it to where he had committed a felony but he was put in our county jail on Tuesday night around 10pm. He is an illegal immigrant as am I. He did a stupid mistake that I know he deeply regrets it. He didnāt mean for all this to happen. I shouldāve known something like this couldāve happened knowing my boyfriend but thinking about how different itās gonna be once he gets sent to Mexico (thatās where heās from) and be able to be here with our child breaks my heart. He was so excited to be a dad. He never wanted for this to happen. We were already planning to move in together to raise our baby but now thatās not seeming to happen any time soon. His mom and his family want me to stay calm and not to stress but I canāt help but feel hopeless and upset at the fact that this is happening. I want to stay positive but I canāt. I really wanted to see him and our baby make memories together. My boyfriend has never hurt no one and isnāt a bad guy out to kill and do any gang stuff or anything. Heās just been stupid and letting his bad company of āfriendsā influence him. I donāt blame his friends. I do believe he is responsible for what he committed but itās not fair for him to be sent to Mexico. Heās lived here his most of his whole life, since he was a little kid. He doesnāt know anybody out there in Mexico. He doesnāt deserve this. Itās really hard to take all of this in. Heās family is already working on getting a immigration lawyer but I already am preparing myself for the worst. Iām feeling very hopeless and upset. I donāt think thereās any chance of him being let go or free. His family had already gotten a bail bond for him and everything then 30 minutes later they got a call stating that he was put on immigration hold. Iām sorry if I suck at explaining this. Itās probably all over the place. Iām just very emotional and would like to put this out for people who have been in the same place so I wonāt feel so alone and scared. I pray to god he will be home again soon
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