I feel numb right now but I know the pain will hit me later ( I'm prepared and I will embrace it). I finally gather up the strength to leave. I finally gathered up the strength to not fall for his fake apologies. N I left him on his birthday ( I dont feel bad he gave me a black eye for my birthday n didnt even get me a card) He failed the test. I said GOD show me how he truly feels about me....(even though he showed me plenty of times n I chose to ignore)YOUNG Ladies(older ladies too) , NEVER I MEAN NEVER LOVE A MAN MORE THAN U LOVE YOURSELF. If he hits u he one time he will do it again. He will never change. N baby girl it's not YOU I PROMISE (CRYING) I PROMISE ITS NOT U. I know it's hard to leave n I know it will hurt so bad because I'm hurting but once u finally leave HE will never be able to hurt u again. Love yourself cherish yourself and cater to yourself. It will be a long journey of healing after 2 years of abuse but it the end I know it will be worth it. Just wanted to share my story. 💚🙏🏾