Venting

Im currently doing laundry. And as I’m folding my clothes I come across some dresses and maternity pants I pulled out of my closet. I had finally gotten my bfp. I was so excited to be a mommy for the second time.

It’s been 3 years since I was pregnant with my daughter and I’ve missed being pregnant, I was so ecstatic !

But then I started bleeding heavily and I knew was was happening. Went to the doctor to confirm I lost my baby at 6 weeks. I’m 21 my daughter is 2. This was my first ever miscarriage and I feel so sad right now. My husband told me to not worry it wasn’t even a baby yet (what he said to himself to not feel as bad) and i just couldn’t. We both got so excited about giving our daughter and baby brother/sister.

I’m just so upset right now 😞