Anxiety

I’ve never been a person to worry, always had the attitude of what will be will, but y’all....this waiting is killing me.

I can’t stop thinking of all the bad things that could happen, especially since my doctor won’t see me until I’m 12 weeks which isn’t until Jan 7 and I’m dying to tell my husbands parents and our friends but we are holding off until after the 12 weeks just so we don’t jinx it.

My mom knows and my sister and friend who just had a baby so that they could help me out along the way but that’s it, besides my husband.

He’s always been a laid back person and never worries but i swear I’ve never felt this way before. I sit here crying as I type this just thinking of all that could go wrong. I pray every day that we get through one more day to get to those 12 weeks and that I can see our baby, but damn.

Anybody else going through it this bad? Have any tips on how to make it to those 12 weeks?

Baby dust to all!