Feeling sad

Jodyann

So my first round of clomid 50mg days 5-9 didn’t work......I got a progesterone test my level was 6.5 on cycle day 24 because I didn’t ovulate till cycle day 17 I did get three positive pregnancy test at 9 10 and 11DPO just to get AF I tried to get in to speak with my doctor this week but he is booked so the nurse called me and sent in another round of clomid......when I was talking to her she was very rude and unconcerned I told her how important I thought it was I talked to my doctor before another round that I did get positive tests she goes it was probably a chemical pregnant like it was no big deal I told her I really wanted to see the doctor because Iv had 5 miscarriages in the past and now that we know my progesterone is so low I wanted to be put on progesterone she continued to be rude and was like well if you have had 5 miscarriages then you should just go see a fertility specialized not an OB and then said we can’t see you till next wed so u can wait and not start another round and come in then or just start another round and make an app at ur 21 day progesterone check to talk to him! HONESTLY I FEEL AWFUL I WANT TO CRY I feel like I’m a failure like my body just won’t it and no body will listen to me