How scary pregnancy is! I mean it’s the best feeling in the world and it’s so amazing to be growing a human but I am constantly afraid.

It took over two years for us to get pregnant, then we had the hematoma, and even though the doctors say everything looks great and baby is doing wonderful I feel afraid all the time.

It’s been a hard journey to get here and the first trimester was hard.

Does it ever get easier? Do you ever stop worrying? Anyone with me?

I’ve cried a lot today- just feeling overly emotional with everything. Wishing I was still with my fertility clinic- they made me feel so safe compare to my OB.