There's this guy that I have been fooling around with a bit lately, he is 2 years older and obviously wants to make fooling around more fun by taking the next step which would be sex. I'm stills virgin and he is not and I want my first time I guess to be somewhat meaning full to him and especially me. I asked him what he wanted out of it and he said 'fuck buddy'. But I know him being that kind of guy once he get what he wants hill most likely leave. I'm not really scared to have sex although I guess I'm still kinda young but I'm more scared of what would happen after. I really want to just crack open his barrier he has built and get to know this kid on a more personal level. I know I already know a little bit more than what most other people would, but if anything on the next level was to happen I would what to know almost everything bout this kid and I'd want the same from him to every thing about me!