I said “I love you”

Ka

So I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 2 months. We’ve both met each other’s moms. He’s also met my dad and I’ve met his grandmother. I’m having thanksgiving with his family. This weekend I said I love you for the first time. I kinda just blurted it out while we were cuddling in bed (not post-sex). I told him he didn’t have to say anything back. He kissed me then said “I don’t think I’m quite there yet but I still really love hanging out with you”. A little while later we had AMAZING sex and he’s been acting normal for the most part but fuck why is there a part of my brain that is over thinking everything and thinking that I fucked everything up 😭 I’ve never said I love you to anyone first, and especially not this early but everything with him has felt different. I’m just so scared I fucked up.