Sitting here in the OB waiting room...

As I’m sitting here waiting for my sonogram to see if my assumed chemical pregnancy is actually an ectopic pregnancy, I can’t help but feel so sad watching all the ladies with their bellies. I want that. I am blessed enough to have had that 4 years ago and have my beautiful 3 1/2 yr old daughter. But I was another, and I didn’t think it’d would be that hard this time around .. granted we just started trying but with my first I got pregnant on the first try. I know anything is possible and things don’t go as planned but still. It just sucks :(