I feel like i might delete this app..

i’ve been trying to conceive since the beginning of 2018, we got pregnant but sadly ended in miscarriage at 7 weeks in july. I feel like i’ve been obsessing over having a baby and maybe have been stressed too so i feel that maybe i need to take a step back from this for a while, tracking ovulation, multiple tests which are never the result i want, baby this & baby that on youtube etc and let it flow and try not to think about it all the time. it will be hard because i’ve always wanted to be a mother and we’re ready but it’s not happening and i’m just getting myself down which isn’t good. I think i’m going to say goodbye. i’ve heard a lot of women say they did this and happened to get pregnant so i’m gonna try to give it a go. Wish me luck & good luck to you all. Xxxx