We miscarried once before. I just found out I’m pregnant again. I’m happy I feel

Like it’s our miracle baby and my second chance.... and tonight he told me that we’re not ready?

He Never said it during the first pregnancy. I was pregnant for 3 months. Now he’s suddenly not ready and says that we need to wait and I should reevaluate things.

I asked him to leave because I was disappointed and I needed to be by myself. He wouldn’t leave and an argument ensued. He left.

For One..... he told me he wanted this baby with me. Now we make one and he’s flipping a switch. He says it’s because we’re both building businesses, we’re not ready & because we’re in two separate households.

Before I lost the baby the first time we were making plans to buy a house together and move in. When I lost the baby he completely switched on me. Stop mentioning it and everything.

I feel like he lied to me our entire relationship. When we first started dating he reassured me that he would always be a stand up guy and that he would never make me go through anything like that some or ask me to have an abortion. Now he’s become a fuckboy and is doing everything that he said he wouldn’t.

I’m so disappointed. I feel like I don’t want his negative pessimistic energy around me and our baby. Im terrified of another miscarriage So I’m not going to go around him anymore .... because I don’t wanna be stressed out. What are my next steps??? Where do I go from here? Do I cut him out completely??? Wait a few months and give him a second chance? Ride the whole 9 out on my own? I never thought I’d be going through this with him. I’m hurt and disappointed he’s usually a solid guy but not this time.... I can’t believe he even suggested an abortion after he saw how much our miscarriage affected me. I was so disgusted that I went in the shower to wash him off of of me when he left. I cried the entire time. I feel clueless and I don’t know what to do next