Im still waiting on my rainbow 💔

Nearly 3 years i have beeb trying now with my partner.

I already have 2 amazing children to my ex and my partner has 1 to hes ex

Yet we cant seem to have 1 together i did concieve last year in augast but lost at 8 weeks😔 then had another loss at 6 weeks in the december

I went and had test that all came back great!

But after my second loss i wasnt checked over with scans like i did with my first. Im scared incase its caused blockage as since then wich is now 12 months i havent concieved i had a hsg and the dye didnt go through either tube but the doctors swears it was just muscle spasm blocking it. I wasnt happy so iv asked for a laporoscopy but i have to wait a good few months 😭

Iv tried all sorts serrapepetase, coq10,macca, chinese tea, pre seed

I feel really alone i know there must be somthing up there must be i have sex at the right times i ovulate each time. Feel like the dr is brushing me off no help

And family keep saying oh it will happen soon yeah still saying it 3 years on 😔

It hurts 💔