Stopping Breastfeeding

My little boy will be 1 on the 10th December. I have always said that I wanted to feed him until he was one but now that it is coming to that time, I’m not sure what I do next.

I do know that I don’t need to stop but I feel like I’m wanting to stop soon.

He can go without breast milk for a while (when I’m not here) but when I’m with him (which is most of the time) then he’ll want it quite a bit. I’m going back to work in January so I’m aware that I can just feed him in the morning and at night. He used to be a terrible sleeper but we’ve definitely improved. He went through a stage of sleeping through but has now started waking again and wanting milk.

I don’t really need anyone telling me that I should just keep feeding him.

I’m just a bit confused as to what to do really. I would like to just keep going until he’s ready to stop but I’m not sure that will happen.

I don’t really know what I’m asking here, just wanted to write down my feelings 😔