Think I’m seeing things again this month 😂

It’s night time urine so I know it’s not the best. 11 dpo. I had what seemed like implantation bleeding yesterday and some today. I feel like I see it but I think my eyes are playing tricks on me again this month. 5 months of going at this. I don’t know how you ladies do it for years. It’s already so hard...I’d love you ladies to give your opinions.