I’m having a really hard time right now when I miscarried my first baby it was because the father beat me to make me have a miscarriage that was almost two years ago damage was done to my system and now I’m struggling to get pregnant with my new husband and I just want to cry and my husband doesn’t understand cause the children he already has from previous relationships weren’t a struggle to conceive and I know it’s my fault and it’s my body that doesn’t work