Vent post

I just Need to vent. I was doing very well with my shot I don’t have a problem with needles and then this morning I had to start my Cetrotide shot. It was 7am and I was still asleep but wanted to do It before my 2yo (<a href="">iui</a> baby) got up. And I forgot to get the air bubbles out and poked my self 2x because I remembered after I poked myself and then got the rest of the air out and poked myself again and it hurt. That needle is bigger and a bruised terribly. And I had anxiety the rest of the day. (I’m not an anxious person) the cetrotide sucks too. It itches. The hormones are adding up I’m emotional and I just want a baby!!!!!!!