REAL TALK!!!!

sam

Soooo I’ll just get right into it, unfortunately I still have very strong feelings for my sons father, even tho he’s in a relationship we still have sex here and there. I completely can’t understand why I can’t shake him like ever it’s been 8 years and we still can’t stop the sex and flirting and depending on either. It’s like we are each other Kryptonite we have tried every single thing to stop but it’s not happening. I don’t know what to do because I have feelings for him and I’ve been holding it in not saying anything because I don’t want our friendship to end and I’m scared to be played. Please give me advice on what to do, and keep all the negative comments to yourself I’m trying to change my situation which means I’m not ok with what we are doing.