second guessing everything....

Currently 14 weeks prego ...constantly depressed always just want to sleep ..don’t go out whatsoever barely see my bf (baby daddy) once a week cus it’s just “complicated”...cry myself to sleep sometimes while he deals with his problems with alcohol and constant drinking ...this is my second pregnancy I’m only 22 hes 27 i have a 3 year old boy with a different dad ...idk if i can do this anymore and handle two kids and perhaps a future alcoholic..I’m just so depressed and angry ..i really don’t have any friends other then one girl ...i do love my boyfriend but I’m just second guessing everything and if we even can do this ..mind you we don’t live together still