I had the most horrific dream...

I am 13 weeks pregnant and last night I had a dream that woke me up sobbing. (Also TMI or trigger warning for anyone who has experienced a miscarriage- my heart breaks for you)

I dreamt that I started bleeding and I went to the bathroom and my baby literally fell out. It was still in the amniotic sac with the placenta and in the moment I knew I lost the baby. There was blood everywhere. I saw it’s face and body and it just wasn’t moving. I ran to my husband and he brushed it off and had no response. I felt so lost and crushed.

I woke up and I was in tears and absolutely terrified to go to the bathroom. I woke up my husband and he was so confused and just hugged me. It was so graphic and realistic that I can’t shake this feeling that something is wrong or is gonna go wrong and I have no way of checking it out. 😭😭😭😭