Gained all my weight back


Before I got pregnant I had been eating so clean and lost 20 pounds. Went from 140lbs to 120 and I’m pretty short so I needed to get healthier. Now in just 11 weeks of pregnancy I’m back to 135 already. I know I’m supposed to gain but dude seriously **15 pounds** in just my first trimester!?

I have been eating bad things because I’m probably rebounding from having been eating so clean and all I have an appetite for is carbs thanks to nausea.

I can’t help but feel like I’m going to balloon out of control. And with so many ladies on here talking about loosing weight in their first trimester, or only gaining 3 pounds, it makes me feel like a failure and that I have started off on a really bad foot. I don’t want this to result in an unhealthy pregnancy and I’m getting nervous.

Is there anyone who is going through something similar or feel like they are gaining too fast?