Still lost ; still confused;

MiMi β€’ Twin mom to two babies in heaven πŸ‘ΌπŸ»πŸ‘ΌπŸ»

Today I am supposed to be 9w6d , but I was told on the 15th that I had a miscarriage or what they call a 'missed abortion.' The time frame they gave me , was that I misscarried at six weeks. Which would've been 11/1/19.

I haven't had a follow up appointment , or another US done. They told me they'd reach out to me . I went and seen my primary doctor yesterday , and explained to him the entire situation .

He decided it would be best to do a blood test . I got my results back today , and my HCG levels are currently 19,920.

Downside is , I have nothing to compare it to, to see if my levels are dropping. I haven't actually "passed the baby" either . I don't know if any of this is normal . I have so many questions about what's going on , but no one to actually answer them . Just wondering if anyone had any opinions ? πŸ˜”