Depression

Tyler • Mommy to an angel 9/5/19💙👼. Trying for our rainbow baby 🌈

Hey y’all,

I don’t really have anyone to talk to that understands how I feel so I figured I would post here...

I was supposed to be 12 weeks pregnant with our baby boy (had blood test done for gender) but it turns out I actually was having a late miscarriage.. he measured 8 weeks & 4 days when I was supposed to be 12 weeks. I had to have a D&C due to the pain being too much. All this took place starting Sept. 5th, 2019. So heartbreaking as it took us 3 years to conceive what would’ve been our first baby.

We talked and we are still trying to conceive again. But it’s hard when all I see is everyone around me (friends, family, etc) are pregnant as well and some even due when I was supposed to be due. I’m soo upset not because life happened and they’re pregnant with healthy pregnancy’s. I’m so happy for all of them, I am! But it hurts deep inside knowing. I really would love to conceive and be pregnant and experimenting the whole healthy pregnancy.

I’m just super depressed over it. I just needed to vent to someone.

Praying for all who are trying. Baby dust to you all 💜 🌈