So my boyfriend and I went to have sex for the Second time. I asked him to bring condoms, so we can be safe. The first time we had sex he brought one but took it off during and I didn’t find out till he pulls out and nuts on my ass. I kept my cool and said next time bring more than one condom, because he said “it was rolling off, (when he was stroking ) so I took it off and continued.” This morning we decided to have sex again, our second time and I tell him to bring condoms, he tells me “he has lifestyles they’re too small his package but he’ll try to put it on but he doesn’t want it to bust in me.” I thought okay we using condoms, no problem but then he gets over here and gives me head and slides in (immediately) no condom, and i asked and he said they don’t fit (didn’t even try like he said) and kept going, I’m kind of shy so i didn’t tell him to stop, Ik we were really in the mood and i didn’t want to ruin it. Tonight he didn’t even pull out so ig he nutted in me. I keep trying to understand why he won’t use protection with me he keeps dodging it, is he trying to get me pregnant or just reckless? Now I have to worry about being pregnant 😩🥺