The pain is real. I just had a D&C last week, only to be followed by another D&C, laparoscopy, and 6 day hospital stay.

I’m happy for my sister, but it hurts. 2 separate issues. She was due only 3 weeks ahead of me and we had made a video announcement to show everyone today.

I’m still physically unwell from all the surgeries, so I could stay home, which I’m seriously debating.

I can’t wait for these 2 weeks of birth control pills to be over (new endometriosis diagnosis so they’re supposed to “quiet” things down). Also, waiting for my HCG to drop. My tests barely look lighter even though I’m taking them every other day.

Thanks for reading. I suppose there wasn’t really a point to this post. I just needed to put it all out there.