Knowing that i cant get pregnant with my amazing partner has made my desire to want to get pregnant even greater. Knowing that I’m struggling to convince has lit this very angry fiery pit in me & is envoking me to hate people i shouldn’t even be mad at anymore & is causing me to be mean and rude to my significant other. I can only express myself to him so much repeatedly to him because i know it makes him sad and upset too. We don’t know if I’m the issue or him for not being able to but it’s just so upsetting.