I had a miscarriage in August, i have been ttc for 8months. After my miscarriage 2 of my friends announced their pregnancy, I'm happy for them but I feel jealous because I also want a baby so freaking bad, my sis is having her second baby next month (they are 1 year apart) and just now my brother and sister in law announced that they are pregnant too. I feel so broken, I am happy for them but I really want my rainbow. In fact I never even wanted to lose the first baby 😭