Can’t stand this crap

I have PCOS, I was diagnosed when I was 14. I have continuously gained weight and J have issues loosing it. I normally have an irregular period, recently J would say since June, I have bled but only when I wipe is it there. I think I’ll be getting my period so I put a pad on and nothing. It would only be there when I wiped and it would go away not even a full day. Well this month I went a couple days of “spotting” when I wiped. Thought I was getting my period so I again put on a pad because it was bad when I wiped. I don’t know what it could be and trying to get in to see my gyno is ridiculous. Any thoughts??