It is not what it seems

In this picture I angled myself at a position where I look decent

I used this app to blur my stretch marks

I wanted to look beautiful according to society

I am consumed by this idea of perfection and I’m never at peace

Why do I constantly compare myself to other women ?

We are all beautiful in our own ways and we are special and unique.

I am not perfect as you see

During this time I was self harming

I didn’t think I was good enough for anything or anyone

I became my insecurities

And I’m still struggling

I haven’t been eating too well and no one is to blame

Im just not choosing to

But I am done proving myself to the world

I am good enough and I know I have imperfections

My stretch marks are beautiful

I am beautiful

My biggest insecurity are my boobs. My childhood best friend and I showed each other our boobs as a bonding experience and she said “ewww your nipples are gross” and made fun of their size and it left a scar but now I’m starting to embrace them