I always heard that after baby number one your body knows what to do and it’ll be much easier to conceive. These past two cycles came back with negative pregnancy test results. That hit me like a train. It just put me back into those two rough years of trying to conceive our first child. I think what makes it even worse is that now my husband is really involved. He’s asking me all kinds of questions like if I could have a fake period, was my face flushing a early sign is hormones and I’m pregnant, do I feel nauseous, it just hurts.

Im reaching out to you awesome moms for some advice or kind words right now because I’m really having a tough time. I started taking prenatals again and I get a regular cycle like clockwork so I just don’t understand why this is happening again.