Feeling like I’m out 😫

Gabriella • Mommy to three baby boys 7/15/18, 9/22/20 and 5/16/24 🩵🩵🩵

I’m 9 dpo and I just feel like I’m out and idk why 😫 I’ve taken test and they were negative. I just feel like I’m not gonna be pregnant this month. I should be 8 weeks pregnant by now but last month I had my first ever miscarriage 😢 all I want are two pink lines for Christmas.