My SO came to GA where I live to spend my BDay with me for 3 full days which is only the 2nd time we spent more than 24hrs together in 2yrs!! He made my birthday so special, but now he's off again to duty & I'm feeling so sad. The separation is usually rough on me the first 2wks but this time feels heart wrenching. I'm in full baby fever mode & he is too & during this trip we spotted every baby bump & matching dad/baby everywhere we went. So we we decided to go for it this round. I'm not sure if it's because of the baby wishing but I'm so sad sitting here anxiously waiting for test time alone.  I'm usually strong, we've been together 6yrs but I think now that his retirement is coming upon &  the fact that he's actually in the U.S makes it harder to cope. I'm so ready to be with him everyday, sharing moments like this with him😔