Vent 😅

My son is able to sleep in his own bed half the night with some wake ups and some crying but I don’t know what it is or why I want him next to me all night he’s EBF and we have this bond that’s indescribable I mean don’t get me wrong there’s some nights that I’m done and tired but most of the time I want him in bed with me. Any one else? I’m a FTM maybe that’s a reason? I know I’m creating a bad habit :( could be that we spend all day together usually just him and I his dad works long hours. I still haven’t had any one watch him for more than 2 hours or so I’ve been the one to watch him mostly because I’m a stay at home mom. Anyone else on this boat?