I used to be unhealthily thin, but that was the only time when I felt pretty. My body was the only thing I had control over and I abused that. Over the past nine months or so I’ve put on 50 lbs because of a med. My clothes don’t fit right and I have a lot of new stretch marks. I almost didn’t fit into my wedding dress in July. Quite honestly, I hate the way I look. Today I decided to get over it for a little while. I can’t afford to do a proper boudoir shoot like I really want to, so I did a diy one. For an hour, I felt pretty

Logically, I know I’m not fat. I’ve struggled with body image my whole life, though