We have been TTC for 16 months. 16 months of hopes dashed, 16 months of really misleading symptoms, 16 months of «  when will it finally be my turn? ». When I took my vows in church, I vowed to take all children that would come my way. There are days it feels like I missed a memo about this?

AF just showed up, frankly discouraged. Trying to wait as he has plans for me, at the same time staring up there with a «  are you for real face and question mark ». We are so ready for children, and hoping, praying and waiting for results from a fertility clinic.

Patience is being tested, hope is not faded but just sad. Sad and not understating how some can get so easily pregnant without even wanting children or «  OUPSY » moments. They get the blessing without the heartache, the mental battle and the intrusive doctor appointments and every month telling your husband «  I’m sorry ».

When will my moment come?

Sorry had to vent a little, may your journey be much easier than mine.

God bless.