Dear Ex

Dear ex thank you for all the shit you have put me through but I'm glad I have the baby.you have mentally abused me and now I can barely function in life without getting a panic attack or breaking down.you left me because I wouldn't abort and just called me attention seeking and a slut when I called out to you. Why the fuck did you hurt me so bad why!??!?!? I just wanna scream because the stress is so unbearable.Every day I'm just struggling with emotions that are trying to drown me.All you are is a fucking predator! Seeing you with other girls and looking at me with such hate when I see you with other girls makes me sick to my stomach.Why must you pray on the weak. I'm so much stronger then you ex. I may be carrying your child but it is truly made with all of my heart and nothing from you.