As I sit here in my hospital bed at 2am unable to sleep I’m sitting here staring at my newborn daughter and I feel so blessed. She’s my 4th pregnancy, my second birth. I have a 3 year old girl at home with her nana. I think back to 5 years ago when I stopped having periods and was told I have PCOS and wouldn’t have kids with out medical intervention. Less than a year later I found out I was pregnant unfortunately it ended in a miscarriage this being my second miscarriage. I got married a couple months later and a couple months after that I found out I was pregnant again. I waited for the miscarriage but it never happened. In November of 2016 my husband and I welcomed the most beautiful baby I had ever seen. When that sweet and sassy girl turned 2 we decided we wanted a sibling. I had gotten pregnant 3 times with no help so we started trying almost a year passed with nothing so I contacted a fertility clinic. Three rounds of Clomid and I finally got those two pink lines. Here we are 39 weeks later and my heart is SO full. To see my two girls together is more than I could ever hoped for. To hear my three year old tell me her sister is the best baby and her best friend my life is complete ❤️❤️

My two girls ❤️❤️❤️ I didn’t even know this level of love was possible!