So I’ve been struggling lately with keeping up with my log. I’m 20 weeks and I feel trapped always having to take my blood sugar. Sometimes I’ll get a high number and feel defeated 😕 it’s the routine of things that I’m getting tired of. I have to follow a certain schedule or it’ll throw off my fasting number and it sucks cause I’m missing out on a lot of family/friend events. I don’t mean to sound selfish and iknow I’m doing it for not only baby’s health but mine as well it’s just sometimes I wish I could have a normal pregnancy where I didn’t have to worry about what I’m eating. Then I get ALOT of people reminding me or telling me like a kid “you me not suppose to eat that” like if I don’t know self control