3 Yrs ago I had miscarried once, which needed a DNC and then got preg right after, which naturally cleared after the miscarriage, all in a span of 5mths. I can’t remember how far along I had made it with the first one, I think around week 6, and the second one we didn’t know since I never had my first period after the dnc.

Fast forward to Nov 29 when I find out I’m pregnant after trying with my new partner for roughly 5 months. I’m doing my very best to not expect the worst, but I fear for the heartbreak. This morning we had sex, and to add to my worry, I just had a small

Amount of pink I noticed after. No major cramps etc.

In my normal day to day, I have things I can take to calm down if need be, over the counter stuff (Nature’s Miracle has a great Stress vitamin, works wonders), or like essential oils like lavender - which I understand is a no no during pregnancy. So now I’m left with worrying and not being able to take anything to naturally help calm my nerves. I desperately don’t want to lose this baby. I’m 38 and desperately want my chance to be a mom.