I had a doctors appointment a few weeks ago and found out that I cannot have kids. My doctor told me that if I ever get pregnant it'll be high risk the whole time. "You could lose the baby at any second" and that is terrifying to me. I've had one or two miscarriages. I'm 17. The thought of not having kids makes me sad. I was raised in a Mormon home where I was taught that my purpose and priority was to get married and have a family of my own. But now that I know I'll probably never have kids I feel pretty crappy.