Fighting

So my husband is a kickboxer, he used to fight in the ring but since we now have a baby he decided to retire which I was so happy about. I’m not a fan of fighting, I don’t like the fact that a sport can glorify punching someone in the head so hard that they pass out. Call me lame but I’m just not into sports that involve fighting.

He came home last night all excited, he told me he’s coming out of retirement and scheduled to fight I’m a few months, he’s scheduled to fight a guy much younger than him and he needs to cut down to 115lbs. I’m so worried I feel sick. I didn’t think he’d be dumb enough to do this now that he has a baby. He’s fighting without any protective gear as well so that makes it so much worse. And then to top

It all off he only has one kidney so I wish he would look after himself better. I feel

Horrible for not supporting him on this since it’s something he’s passionate about but I love him and I’d like for my daughter to grow up with a father. If he were to get badly hurt or worse that would ruin our lives. Am I over reacting?