I’m a 25 year old reverting back to sleeping with her stuffed animal to calm anxiety because of how horribly my husband talks to me.... I wanted my fairy tale ending so badly that I’m broken. He’s my world and I’m nothing but a coward he couldn’t believe he got down on a knee for. I try so so so hard to be the perfect wife but I never do what he wants or expects and idk how to change me anymore that is good enough. I’m broken and I can only hope I raise my daughter to be stronger and smarter than me. I’m a freak with anxiety who won’t leave her husband for anything because I’m pathetic enough to know who he is and hold on to how he used to treat me... I’m defeated but I won’t let my daughter see... i won’t let people see. Cuz then he looks like the bad guy and I don’t want people to think that. I want them to see him how I do...