Omg NOOOO

Ok so hear me out. This may sound CRAZY to a lot of you!!!! I need help though. So I’ve been pregnant 4x in the last 3 years and each one resulted in a miscarriage. I’m currently 4+3 and just made a HUGE MISTAKE!!!!!!! I accidentally sent a text to my ex husbands GIRLFRIEND asking her if I could borrow eBay to buy a fetal Doppler in a few weeks if the baby sticks. This was suppose to go to my husband!!! They were right next to each other in my recent texts. Ok why this is bad is because I have 2 children with my ex husband that we have had a horrific custody battle over for 3 years, with his girlfriend trying calling dcfs on me, police, accusing me of sexual abuse, (sooo ridiculous) etc ANYTHNG to get me to lose my kids. I did keep majority custody in the end. However, Every time around 6 weeks when I finally mentioned I was expecting to my kids they would tell his girlfriend and Id miscarry the baby within DAYS. I’m a Christian woman and don’t judge anyone but I’m so worried because she practices witchcraft (no not Wiccan she’s told me thats white magic and not what she “does” ) and although this isn’t my preferred religion am I CRAZY to want to try to protect myself from some kind of spell or Hex?? I also realize it could be any other number of things that caused the losses but please please trust me this woman is so hateful I seriously wouldn’t put it past her. If you have ANY suggestions PLEASE I’ll be open to them I’m so worried now 😭 probably insane, but worried none the less 😭 help!