1. I hate kissing. Idk how to do it. Told my bf this.

So tonight he was suppose to sleepover at my moms house cuz my parents were at my dads house (even longer story. ). So I’ve got bad cramps. I wait up for hours for my bf to get here from his Xmas party. He gets here, we watch like 10 minutes of tv then off to bed cuz I’m tired asf.

We get there. My dad calls wondering if my moms over there but NOPE BECAUSE SHES AT HER SIDE DUDES HOUSE FUCKING HIM SO I HAD TO THEN get my dad from my dads house to get his truck which was at my moms house so my bf had to go home and he heard the entire convo and fuck me.

When we leave he tried kissing me but he gets the cheek when I turn my head. Honestly I feel so bad for him but I just need to be drunk and then learn to kiss him and yes we have talked about that as well

Also I hate my job and I have work tomorrow. Fuck life.