Spending my birthday without him..

I’m currently 34 weeks & 4 days pregnant. Today we went to a surprise birthday party for his cousin wife. We’ve known about it since October. The party was on the 6th & my birthday is the 7th. I kept telling my husband I don’t mind going but I don’t want you getting drunk cause my birthday is the next day. He promised me for 2 fuckin months that he was gonna be chill & not over do it. Well here I am laying in bed with my 3 year old daughter cause I couldn’t get my drunk husband to leave home with me. When it hit 12am obviously it’s technically my birthday already. He didn’t fuckin say shit. I had to remind him & all he did was hug & kiss me. All his cousin kept telling me happy birthday. BUT HIM!! We originally planned to leave at 11pm on the 6th. So we can relax & go to sleep for the next day so we can do something for my birthday. I kept bugging him let’s go. He says “we’ll leave in a bit” his “in a bit” never have a time frame. He then told me okay we’ll leave at 1am. Dude it hit 1 and he tells me in a bit. I over hear his cousin talking about going to a Mexican club I told him he better not go & he said his not but yet didn’t leave with me.. I grabbed my 3 kids & left.. I cried on my way home. I’m sitting here so heart broken. I’m just done & over it. This man put me rough hell these passed 9 years like I’m just fuckin done.

If you read this far I’m sorry it’s long I’m just really hurt & heart broken.. happy 26th birthday to me... 😢