I lost my first at 27 weeks, 9 years ago and after battling temporary infertility, I found out I'm pregnant this year. I was so happy, my partner was scared out of his mind and my mom was the happiest. Over the last few months, I've had to play nice with everyone because I'm going to need their support after baby, my family has hurt me more than anything, my partner has put me through so much and I no longer have friends. I'm about 2 weeks away from my due date and all I do is cry lately. I waited so long for my baby, and I'm due around the time I lost my first, my partner is becoming increasingly selfish and we have had 0 support from his family. I live in a different province from my family, so I feel alone, sad, unsupported and just all round miserable. I'm so scared of getting post-partum depression because of all the stress (I've told myself not to feel anything, it's saved me so much and helped me not to put baby in distress) I'm scared that feeling nothing might make it difficult to bond with my baby after birth. 😭 This was supposed to be a happy journey , but I've cried from day 1.